Honesty
Monday was our wedding anniversary. We ignored it, except for saying Happy Anniversary. Oddly, I am not upset.
We ignored Valentine’s too, though I got the kids treats.
I lost three followers this week, just noticed by chance. I don’t track who follows or unfollows me, because that is their choice. I do get a little sad though when someone I like and try to interact with doesn’t follow me. Not that they will read this. ;-)
I’m incredibly frustrated with my job. Like “crying” frustrated. Yesterday the hubs let me dump it all out. Not only did he listen, but he TALKED. He was constructive in how I need to cope. He was supportive. That meant more than all the stargazer lillies in the world. And chocolate. :-).
I struggle to maintain friendships. Three kids, working full time, bajillion doctors apps for upcoming surgery, I have the best excuses. Time always gets away from me. When I have a moment, I tend to crave quietness now. But I still wish I had more friends.
I’m sad to not be going to SNARK. I know hubs would have let me go, but I am too shy to venture out like that. What if no one likes me? Silly, I know. Just being honest.
There are people who live in my area on Tumblr that I oh-so-wish-hard I knew IRL. But I don’t. I’ve thought of arranging a local get together, but what if no one shows? Silly again.
I’m too old to have these concerns, but I do.
